Tuesday, October 20, 2009

This is my father.

He is my hero.

You let be me.




That is why I love you.


Singned " Sincerly, Me"

Dear Emma(or whomever you've become)


Hi, hello we haven't talked in a while. I miss you. I miss the day we slow danced at night to your records on the rooftop of your apartment. You looked at me with such happiness, i felt naked and beautiful in your gaze. We were as innocent as two kids in a playground and I never felt so true in my life.

It was as though we were the only two people in the entire city. You told me you loved me, and I believed you. I felt limitless in your arms, we smiled and laughed at the inside jokes that lined our friendship. And maybe you felt some spark when you saw me, but i always felt fireworks when you were near.

But now that seems so long ago, and now you dont call and you never write me anymore. And now it feels as though i was the only one there, as if it was only a figment of my imagination.

You should come back and Love me, cause I'm listening to songs that make me think of you, saying the words I couldn't. So come back. I'm waiting. and I'm wasting away.

Forever yours,
Sincerely me

Friday, October 16, 2009

Misguided Ghost.


I felt as though someone had stabbed me through the heart. I was bleeding. My soul pouring out , the beauty dripping from the wound.

From the darkness I saw eyes, like light peering through bullet holes. I hide my face from their gaze, as to find an escape. But soon I was surrounded, by these things, these creatures with wings. They were staring at me, judging me. I felt betrayed, I felt alone. I was losing my grip on reality, I was scared.

For the record, my heart was broken.


I felt weak and soon fell to my knees, clutching the lingering moments of my life. The lights were dimming and the music was fading, my life closing like the final scene from a play.I began to cry, for my life, for my love, and for all the things I left undone and unsaid.


You fear death, I fear what comes next.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

How do I word this correctly....


It's unique and it's different and I'm glad everyday that it's with You.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009


One time I was on a Ferris wheel at the school fair and I looked down and swore everyone looked like ants. Then i realized how stupid that sounded, ants would never like bumper cars.

I miss those days.

But when you go, my heart it beats so slow....

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Hooray for poor effort on your part!